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[26 Apr 2005|05:08pm] |
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hmmm..felt like talkin to myself once again ha..well im not givin up on the journal thingy even tho its practically given up on me haha..well i stayed home from skool sick today..i hurd mad drama went on, gotta love it huh!..anyways htats it..nik comes back from florida today. nice. peace.
leave some ha?
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[16 Apr 2005|12:25am] |
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wow nothin new..just thought that i should update since spring break offically started 2nite, maddd sweet..juss chyllen with nik and miss..havin some good times ya kno! shit that was aspposed to go down, kynda didn't sooo oh well with that....but we're waitin on missys sister to drop soemthin off fer us so until then....im juss chillen....leave sum
hahaha yeah right....no one reads this lol
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[06 Apr 2005|06:46pm] |
yepp writing to myself, what fun!
nothing new,
more drama then ever
hopefully gunna be a good break and get to chill with madddd ppl and hopin for a great time ;-)
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[23 Mar 2005|11:21pm] |
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- holy shit this who livejournal thing went downhill
- im not gunna delete it imjuss gunna talk to myself
- by the way i feel high rite now becuz since ihad my wisdom teeth(1 of them so far) taken out.....i took 3 vicodins..and damn am i feeling good
- wow i love this
- goddddd it hurtted so much before..
- its feeling better now
- i sound dumb but im out now
- by the way its nikkis bithday today..happy birthday to her since i love her so much
- i love someone else too :-* hehe
- leave comments maybe? ha prolly not but oooooh welll..
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[15 Mar 2005|12:03am] |
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i guess this whole LJ thing is goin downhill..and im probably only talking to myself anyways...soo im guessing theres no point...ehh oh well..it was fun while it lasted, ill prolly mkae little updates hoping for some comments that i wont get...peaceeeee
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[10 Mar 2005|09:48pm] |
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nothin too mch goin on...yeah thats about it i really have nothing to say....im watching extreme make oover tho..and i got my PERMIT TODAYYYY..yesss madd kool..WORDDD! haha..but thats baout it...but im out thoooo..peacee
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[06 Mar 2005|10:09pm] |
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it was a pretty good birthday i guesss. i wish i had heard from someone ..who i didn't..i just thought that just because she doesn't talk to me anymore that maybe she would be nice and actualyl say happy birthday..well guess not..ppl can be pretty shady. got $530 from ppl for my bday. pretty good i guess... got calls from katie,jess, hollz,brandon,jay and good old texts from megan van. and ashley..and maddd happy birthdays online lol..so its okay...its been an exhausting day and a pretty fun night on friday with hollz jessie and katie! idk thats about it..
yay its my birthday?
ehh not as excited as i thought..juss pissed becuz it seemed to go bad ...
permit soon? i think so.
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[04 Mar 2005|03:23pm] |
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damn
days
till
my
birthday
..wish me a good one :-*
march 6th everyone..the best dayyyyyyyy<3333
nikkiypoo thanks for the balloons and cake..amazing girlie..love you muchhhhhh
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[02 Mar 2005|10:19pm] |
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wow i havent done this in forever..guess this shit went downhill..but yeah all u ppl need to remember is....
MY
BIRTHDAY
IS
IN
4
MOTHER FUCKIN
DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
word.
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| crazyness. |
[24 Feb 2005|11:44pm] |
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welllll..ive been pretty busy lately...but yeahhh so tuesday was nothin special...i forgot what i did lol..um i think i just stayed home? but anyways...so wednesday i went out to lunch with megan v!!finally..i missed that girl..good times, we went to great northern and chit chatted. umm so after i came home and tried sleeping but i kept gettin woken up by fone calls. soo then round 530 me and missy went bowling cuz her mom ahda go..soo we played 4 games..im a mad good bowler ;-). so yeah we stayed there till she was done..then came back to my house. Then i called hollz cuz i didn't know what she was up to sooo she came over too. and then nikki ended up coming over too! so we all chilled and listened to music for awhile...nikki n missy played some madden since i wasn't that good..so holly wanted to know howda play poker so we played and i taught her pretty much and shes alrite :-P. umm at like 1ish me n hollz snuck out, nik n miss ddint feel like goin..so erics cousin,eric n sam picked us up..we went over there and stuff.. came home real real late..didnt g2 bed till 6...and damn im tired as hell since i got up at 10 and then got ready, went to niks..and kevin nessbitt, V, n their friend eric came over.. this kid erics gettin kynda annoyin now too but whatever ..crazyness.. they left at 430 so we juss hcilled and stuff and went to missys till 930.. i talked to brandon tonite about alotta shit..i miss him so much. i love how i can talk to him about anything and he gives me honest answers even when i dont wanna hear them.but thanks to him for everything because hes the best bffaeaeae!!! well thats about it tho..juss sittin here listenin to my MP3..and im writing alot and i dont know why..so yeah im out fer a couple days or so..maybe some comments?? hm...leave some <333
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[23 Feb 2005|01:56am] |
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ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby, nooo
when I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within
no other men could ever make me feel so right
************its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but Id rather have you here with me, right next to me**********
I miss the way you hold me tight
(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you Id cross the world, for you Id do anything
(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby Im going crazy
I need to be your lady
Ive been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me Im in love with you baby
¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤break it down now Ill tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can you believe I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me Im your lady
Ill be around waiting for you Ill put it down be the one for you¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
Im falling so deep for you crazy love for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
Wish you would stop fronting
its so in the weather i can no longer go on without
I just break down (down)
(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you Id cross the world, for you Id do anything
(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby Im going crazy
I need to be your lady
Ive been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me Im in love with you baby
ohhh, ohhh....
crazy... lady..... lately....
ohhh ohhh.....
ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
baby..
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[21 Feb 2005|02:21pm] |
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so its been a good start to break actually..umm saturday i went and got my ears pierced again..wasn't bad at all...then shopped fer a while..came home and around 9ish hollz kt and jessie came over!it was sucha fun time w/ those girls! lol..anyways sooo yesterday was practically just a "chill" day..went over to nikkis round 7. and kevin nesbit n his friend eric? came over to nikkis house which was alrite just kynda outta the ordinary? so they stopped over for a half n hour and then left..we juss chylled and stuff.. then Linell came over around 11ish..and stayed till like..2ish?idk hes kool tho. went to bed round 3ish. soo just got home from nikkis, bout to go to the JCC do some knee stuff. then back to nikkis after her n missy go tanning.. so yeah thats about it..im out..leave some<333
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[19 Feb 2005|11:18am] |
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so i went to skool late yesterday after staying home on thursday..then i went to nikkis house afta skool..chilled there fer awhile then at 9 we decided to go to zachs for awhile..and it was alrite, too many freshman there so it was pretty gay..so we bounced at 1030 when matty c picked us up and we went bk 2 niks..chylled there and wut not and talked online with someone who i miss emenslyyy but we're gunna b chillen over break hopefully..but other then that nothin else really went down except matty c had MAD ppl over at nikkis and everyone was drinkin and wut not..lol..i had a beer but i was pretty tired since we all hada get up early..but after i talked online till like 1 and then went downstairs and nikki and missy were btoh sleeping and matty c was talkin to me and he was pretty damn drunk lol it was funny....so i came back upstairs and juss fell asleep in nikkis bed..got up at 930 and me n miss came bk here and i slept fer awhile but missys still sleepin.. soo yeah im out..thats bout it and maybe this break wont b that bad after all?:-D
Im done with everything that had to do with you
Dont worry your pictures are already burned
Im done with new friend,
don't sell yourself short
you'll lose it in the end
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[17 Feb 2005|11:27pm] |
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i have a feelin its gunna b one of those kynda breaks...ive been depressed lately and i try my hardest with everything but its never good enough for anymore..
i just want to feel like i matter...everythings different then it used to be..maybe thats telling me that i hafta change myself too...idk what to do with myself anymore...:'(:'(:'(
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[15 Feb 2005|05:12pm] |
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lets see.. friday nite holly came over actually at like 12ish...and so we chilled and didnt g2 sleep till like 4 lol..but yeah it was fun...umm sunday we went to the mall so she could get eric something for valentines day..then her mom picked us up, we went to target quick and i came home..missy came over and we chylled in the hottub fer a while i guess...then went over to niks to work on homework and yeah thats about it..monday=valentines day=nothing special..so idk..went to the JCC after skool on monday, and tonite im goin to the sectionals game for varsity hockey..soo yeah that should be alright. thats about it..no point in sayin leave some cuz well this isnt quite the journal ne more.but yeah im out..peace
MegRy....
'oh word' hehe..thanks for always being there girlie..your great!haha just thought u should know..and dont let weenies like _ _ _ piss you off cuz its not worth it....
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[12 Feb 2005|06:56pm] |
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got home round 130 today. im so sore from PT and i acheeee really bad. so i went in the hottub fer like a half n hour..it helped then but i still kill rite now..i wanted to do something with missy and nikki but i didn't get invited to and when i ask wut their doin i get an "idk ill call u later" which usually doesn't happen so i guess im sitting home by myself tonite since my parents are going out..it just kynda makes me mad that i dont get asked to hang out with them sometimes and i pretty much feel left out..but w/e i try not to care..so maybe ill just sleep tonite.
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[11 Feb 2005|07:41pm] |
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today was okay..ppl get on my nerves....anywhooo spanish was gay, gym(study block) was packed with doin sum global hw...SB i chilled with missy n nik..lunch was mad funny, with my girls droppin beats!haha....anywho global was gay, and i left child development early for Pt at 230, went to see the surgeon at 250 and did a check up or w/e, dont hafta go bk to him from summer. PT was a BITCH today..ughhh i hada run 1.54 miles at 75% whcih is practically sprinting..oh man i was so tired..then did madd agility shit and omg am i tired! after i came right over to nikkis, we chiled and played DDR..mad fun times! haha soo yeah nikkis goin out so im goin ova to missys..im sleepin there for tonite..fun fun! alrite thats about it..im out...leave sum<333
22 days till my birthday<333333333333
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[10 Feb 2005|10:11pm] |
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today was a good day..my mom let me sleep till 9ish and i got to school round 1015. it felt so gooood to sleep in....missy and nikki both stayed home from school today..they were both sick. it was a pretty good day tho...i went to english fer like 10 minutes, then chilled with holly and jessie during study block...us 3 and kate sat together at lunch today and it was just so funny lol... umm business and marketing was alrite, nikki wasn't there to work on the project with me.. but oh well...bio was alright,madd ppl get on my nerves tho(aka dan v sam matty) but oh well...umm went to nikkis after skool and hung out a little and i did somemore of our project. i came home round 530ish. ate dinner and that was pretty much itttt..i called missy tonite and i talked to her about something i wanted her to know, and now its all straight. eric was fighting with me online so i called him and we talked it out i guess. he still makes me mad. then wendy pat n the baby come over. Gage is the koolest babey everrrr hehe. i did my 2.89 mile run sorta kynda..i got pt tomorrow so yeah that should be alrite, along with a stupid surgeons appt. umm what elseeee...23 days till my B-daY!22 till Missys! gunna b 1 hell of a weekend! since my bday is on a sunday, all my family,pat,wendy, and a couple others and hopefully the girls are coming over for a lil celebration for mee:-). then on March 11th and 12th we r going to syracuse for the weekend!!!! hell yeahhh! stayin at the Grande Hotel there. gunna be mad fun since we have our own rooooom!!holla haha! anywhos...me and megan v are gunna chill sometime next week and hopefully over break too!hell yes gunna b some fun times! i miss herrr! but other then that..im done! hehe..L3AV3 S0M3 L0V3 PL333333AS3!!! hehe peace ppls
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[09 Feb 2005|10:15pm] |
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this whole week really hasn't been that good..ive felt kynda lonely lately..idk it just seems like everything i say is stupid to everyone else soo ive just decided not to talk as much...today was alright i guess.. a couple times i felt like breakin down n cryin becuz shit lately isn't the same..people who i thought would never change, well..they have and its so weird to see them do it in like a day. got pissed off madd times today.. i just wanted to leave the games. nikki also put like cut slits at the bottom of my pants and that made me kynda upset just becuz they are my pants and i don't like them like that and idk i just thought of it as an inconsiderate thing to do...just as long as i get them back it'll b striaght,im over it now and wut not but yeah it frustrated me a little..idk other ppl were getting on my nerves and making me feel dumb. i just want everything to go back to the way it was...i hate being not happy.
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